Placing the small white pill
Under my tongue
I begged God
To let it work quickly.
Sharp
Burning pain radiated
All along the edges
Of my body.
Like a blaze
It was fast eating its way
To my interior
Roasting every cell it seized.
It felt like a dying.
I clenched my fists
Not just in resolution
But as though I could
By effort of the will
Squeeze the torment
From me.
The fire raged in defiance.
The fire found its voice:
I hate you.
I will kill you.
I will kill you now.
The searing burn
Erupted in
Flash fire.
I begged God for relief
As I chased the first pill
With a second.
With a third.
And I waited.
Minutes later
The fire won.
But I no longer cared.
I was far away
On the moon’s craggy
Talcum-dusted orb.
I saw my body
From a great distance
And pitied my writhing flesh.
But I was not there.
*Any reader who has suffered a Traumatic Brain Injury will understand perfectly. Can I get a witness?
Wednesday, October 8, 2014
Flash Fire*
Posted by The Dashboard Poet at Wednesday, October 08, 2014
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